05
Dec
08

A Mystery Wrapped in an Enigma

http://intelligentdesign.podomatic.com/player/web/2008-11-24T16_26_19-08_00

A Mystery Wrapped in an Enigma

The Conscious Mind: In Search of a Fundamental Theory. By David J. Chalmers. Oxford University Press. 414 pp. $29.95.

Reviewed by Stephen M. Barr

Physics cannot explain why an apple looks red. This will surprise some people, but it is a fact that can hardly be disputed. Physics does indeed tell us why an apple reflects red light and what red light is—an electromagnetic wave whose wavelength is between 620 and 700 nanometers. Biophysics can explain why different wavelengths of light affect certain retinal cells differently, and thus how the brain can tell one color of light from another.

But what is left to explain is why the apple looks red, the sensual experience of redness. Why is it that when I see light of 650 nanometers I do not experience the sensation of shocking pink or pale yellow, rather than red? Indeed, if mechanical devices can distinguish wavelengths of light without having sensations, then why do I experience any sensation at all?

This is what philosophers nowadays call the problem of “qualia.” Physics deals exclusively with quantities: The equations of theoretical physics allow one to calculate only quantities, and the devices of experimental physics measure only quantities. But since one cannot reduce to numbers what it is like to have a toothache or a paper-cut, to taste licorice or smell a lilac, to hear a flute or fingernails on a chalkboard, it is impossible that these subjective experiences, these qualia, can be derived from any equation. As Erwin Schrödinger put it, “[While] all scientific knowledge is based on sense perceptions, the scientific views of natural processes formed in this way lack all sensual qualities and therefore cannot account for the latter.”

This problem of qualia is an important part of the larger “problem of consciousness” that is receiving increasing attention from both philosophers and scientists. Most scientific materialists, however, remain unable to admit that there is any problem whatever. Their dogma that all of reality is expressed in physics forces them to declare that anything about subjective experience underivable from physics must be unreal. The attitude of Niels Bohr is typical: “The question of whether [a] machine really feels or ponders, or whether it merely looks as though it did, is of course absolutely meaningless.”

This view of reality leads to various behavioristic conceptions of the mind. In the “logical behaviorism” of Gilbert Ryle, the mind is analyzed in terms of dispositions to behave in certain ways. In the less crude “functionalism” put forward in the 1960s, internal mental states—though acknowledged to exist—are defined in terms of their role in causing behavior: produced by certain stimuli, they interact with other internal states and tend to lead to certain behavior. There is nothing in all of this that cannot be applied to the internal states of a computer, or indeed of a microwave oven.

To the extent that subjective experience is noticed at all by the modern materialist, it is dealt with—and eliminated—by the “identity theory,” according to which mental states and brain states are the same. This is the reigning orthodoxy in modern cognitive science. In the words of the philosopher Hilary Putnam, “It is no longer possible to believe that the mind-body problem is a genuine theoretical problem, or that a ‘solution’ would shed the slightest light on the world in which we live.”

David J. Chalmers, a young Australian-born professor of philosophy at the University of California-Santa Cruz has written a book saying that there really is a problem, that there really is something called consciousness, and that we really do not have even the beginnings of a theoretical understanding of it. His book has attracted considerable attention both within the academic world and in the popular press. That this should be so when he is merely arguing for something transparently obvious may seem odd, but we should be thankful, for we live in an age when the obvious has few partisans.

Chalmers accepts a great deal of the current orthodoxy. He has no doubt that a mechanistic account can be given of all of the behavioral “cognitive mind,” including our capacity to understand and to will. He certainly does not believe in a spiritual component in man. He does believe, however, that missing from the physicalist picture is the “phenomenal mind”: the realm of subjective experience and its sensual aspects, the qualia.

Building on the arguments of many philosophers, notably Frank Jackson and Saul Kripke, Chalmers makes the case very powerfully that physical science cannot explain qualia. He is forced, against his own admitted predispositions, to reject materialism and embrace what he dubs a “naturalistic dualism.” What makes his dualism naturalistic, he says, is that he posits no “transcendental element” (by which he probably means a soul or spirit). He believes that behavior can be entirely explained physically, and he thinks that consciousness can be naturally, though not physically, explained.

Chalmers makes some advance beyond people like Roger Penrose who suggest merely that consciousness cannot be explained by the presently known laws of physics: No physical laws, Chalmers argues, could ever explain qualia. But his own “natural explanation” that consciousness will be explained by “psycho-physical laws” remains unclear. What might such psycho-physical laws look like? They cannot be equations, for then they would no more explain qualia than do the laws of physics. Indeed they would be, in effect, just additional laws of physics. Indeed, there is a question of whether it makes sense even to talk about a “theory” of qualia: If a theory is something by which we understand, and a sensation something we feel, how can a theory ever capture sensation?

Chalmers creates an even greater difficulty for himself by his belief that all of behavior can be understood physically. He has to believe this because he takes it to be a fact that “the physical domain is causally closed” and therefore cannot be influenced by anything that lies outside of physics, such as the “phenomenal mind.” For him, consciousness is entirely passive, and he believes he thereby escapes the well-known conundrums of “interactionist dualism.”

He ends up, however, in a worse bind, for writing this book was a form of behavior, and there is no way, in his scheme, that his “phenomenal mind”—his experiences of qualia, his consciousness—can have had any influence on what his fingers typed. Indeed, they can have no influence on what he believes about consciousness, since belief for him lies in the behavioral and physically determined “cognitive mind.” To put it bluntly, if his non-interactionist dualism is right then he cannot know anything about consciousness and we cannot learn about it by reading his book. He struggles unsuccessfully with this problem:

One might conclude that the physical portion of me (my brain, say) is not justified in its belief [that I am conscious]. But the question is whether I am justified in my belief, not whether my brain is justified in its belief; . . . there is more to me than my brain. I know I am conscious, and the knowledge is based solely upon my immediate experience.

He may know more than his brain, but according to Chalmers’ own theory it is his brain that wrote the book. Indeed, his brain wrote those sentences, and I wonder how it wrote so knowledgeably about all the things that Chalmers knows and his brain does not.

The truth is that Chalmers need not have gotten into this predicament, for the physical world is not “causally closed.” For example, no physical reason can be given why a radioactive nucleus decays at this moment rather than that. Chalmers is fully conversant with the ideas of quantum theory, and so he hedges at one point: “The physical world is more or less causally closed, in that for any given physical event it seems there is a physical explanation ([leaving aside] a small amount of quantum indeterminacy).” The effects of quantum indeterminacy, however, are not necessarily small. In fact, the argument should be turned around, and was in an excellent article by the philosopher and physicist Avshalom Elitzur in 1989. We know from arguments like Chalmers’ that consciousness is not explicable entirely by physics. But consciousness clearly affects behavior, and in particular the behavior of people who worry aloud whether their consciousness is explicable entirely by physics! And therefore the physical domain cannot be causally closed. (Though Elitzur himself does not think quantum indeterminacy provides the causal opening.)

The problem of qualia and of consciousness bears out an observation made by Monsignor Ronald Knox in The Hidden Stream, where he noted that the supernatural mysteries of faith involve realities about which there is already a mystery at the natural level:

It’s not surprising that there is a problem of free will in revealed theology, because there is a problem of free will in common or garden philosophy. The mystery comes in just where you would expect it to come in; where there is a mystery anyhow. The way I have tried to put it . . . is that you may picture human thought as a piece of solid rock, but with a crevice here and there—the places, I mean, where we think and think and it just does not add up. And the Christian mysteries are like tufts of blossom which seem to grow in those particular crevices, there and nowhere else.

Before the mysteries of the Trinity and the Incarnation there is already the mystery of personality. Before the mystery of the Real Presence there is already the mystery of appearance and reality. Before the mystery of spirit, there is the mystery of mind. Chalmers is unaware of supernatural mysteries. Indeed, he is blind even to the natural mysteries of human freedom and rationality. He is concerning himself with things on the much lower level of mere sensation, which we have in common with brutes. Yet even here there is an enigma.

In Knox’s words, qualia are something about which we “think and think and it just does not add up.” Do the qualia pertain to the level of matter, in which case there is something about matter itself that escapes the laws of physics? Or do they pertain to spirit, in which case we should have to say that animals lack subjective experience? Or is there something between matter and spirit, above the merely physical, but below the rational? None of these ideas is easy to credit.

But whatever qualia are, they are real. And that alone tells us that simple-minded materialism cannot be right.


Stephen M. Barr is Associate Professor of Physics at the Bartol Research Institute, University of Delaware.

05
Dec
08

On being powerfully intuitive, and a Natural Empath

Since I was a little girl, I knew I was different. The way I saw the world was much different than anyone, and the closest person to me as a young girl was my sister. I would describe some of my experiences to her, and when she did not completely grasp them, I knew for certain I was very different indeed, if my own kin was not in line with those types of experiences.

I don’t want to elaborate too much but have harboured these feelings secretly much of my life because anytime I speak it, I freak someone out. But I have come to accept these things and in the recent years have been trying to embrace them and not let them take me over.

I am a Natural Empath. I have very intense intuitive feelings. I have bouts of sleep paralysis in which the dreams relate to one another under a common feeling. I have even dreamed things that have come to pass. I have intense nightmares and have learned what triggers them. I have envisioned things during my waking life that have come to pass, and I have intense premonitions before I fall asleep at night – pretty much every single night. I instinctively know who I can trust, and who is questionable. I have gone through my life feeling as if I can see right inside of people, and understand them on a very deep level. I have experienced paranormal activity and energy [but do not seek to ever experience that again, for the record - it is no longer something of particular interest though it did intrigue me upon experiencing it]. When people come into my life unexpectedly, I know there is an ultimate significance. I have grown to not be as fearful of these experiences as I once was….. I have told a select few people about these experiences, my ex being witness to several of them, and he asked me kindly to not discuss my dreams with him anymore, so I did eventually stop. I won’t get into all the significance I think dreams have in our lives but I dont necessarily think its as cut and dry as reading a ‘dream book’ for explanations.. I think it goes much deeper than that! [That could potentially lead me into a thousand directions about the soul etc so I won't go there in this blog post, hah.]

Do I think I’m a psychic? NO. Not at all. I just think I am very in tune with my surroundings and with the way I experience humanity, emotion, and spirituality.

I am writing about this tonight because I just had a very powerful empathetic episode, and have been in deep reflection since. I take in the pain of others somehow and let it burden me. This seems silly to anyone who has never experienced something of this nature, but it is a very profound and even more difficult to explain. Sometimes I take on the pain of multiple individuals and don’t even take into consideration why I’m in a less than desirable mood on certain occasions.

Right now I have been harbouring the pain of three specific individuals, and now a fourth – my grandmother, who has been popping up more often in my dreams over the past year, and many of my dreams have taken place at her home/yard/etc.

When I was in her home over the Holidays I knew there was something she wasn’t telling us about her sickness. I could sense it with all of my being. I called my sister and told her about my belief that there is something more to her illness than what she is telling us. So I went into my grandmother’s room and when I sat on her bed I was overwhelmed with a notion that something was very wrong. I began to question her calmly and persistently, taking care to engage her kindly and without suggesting any worry on my part. Sure enough when everyone left the room, she told me some things that she has been hiding for several years. I really hope she will go back to the doctor. The next day,  she told us all that she was feeling better but I am certain she was trying to ease our worry. She has been in my dreams twice this week, lastnight particularly, she was in the fetal position curled up like a baby and very fragile looking, frail, sickly. It was disturbing to be quite honest.

This seriously is only a very small tip of an enourmous iceburg of experiences, and I have decided to start blogging some of my visions, dreams, and other experiences – without getting too heavy…. just sharing, mostly. I love sharing things – even if I appear to be completely insane. Think what you will. Had I not mentioned these things and you met me on the street you would have no idea, even though sometimes it is insanely overwhelming.

If you are someone I know [have met physically] and you would like to test me on this, I would be happy to let you know things I’ve picked up from your energy…… Because its a given that if we’ve been in contact, I’ve definitely picked up on your energy. Just ask – if I’m wrong, I’m wrong, but I’ll be glad to let you in on what my senses say about you. =)

I do try to pick up on the energy of people I meet online but it is much more difficult and less natural, although photographs of a person do help. Just to clarify – I’m not saying send me a pic and I’ll tell you something about yourself, I’m just saying if we have interacted and exchanged energy, most likely I have already assessed some things about you, even if its a web-based friendship that we have formed.

01
Dec
08

Listening to Above & Beyond, working, and reflecting.

We stayed up many late nights staring into the web cam with eager eyes and open hearts, the music binding us….

Penetrative.
Powerful.
Lulling yet electrifying.

Your life breathed into me and gave a new meaning to the life I have always known….

Your eyes were the world I had been waiting to discover, your warmth made me comfortable enough to finally let someone into my secret places, to strip the peeling paint away and reveal a clean surface. You entered into my shadows willingly….. and my shadows embraced you wholly.

Now here we are, nothing to lose, everything to gain from this. Your love awakens new things in me everyday… the things we question, the things we defend, the places we fear most we can only take on together, and we will.

Poop. :P

19
Nov
08

Something Much Deeper

Even little white lies bring on trouble. Especially little white lies that you yourself have fallen for, that caused you to see something in a person that may have just been nothing more than an attempt to get what they wanted.

I guess it makes you reflect on your own behavior though… when you spit something out before you have time to think and then after you say it you do the whole hand-to-the-forehead thing. So who knows….

That’s all for tonight.

11
Nov
08

lots of busy

I am so thankful. I have had much to do so far this week and have felt pretty irritable to be honest… running behind on a couple things, etc. But I don’t have much room to complain, I realize this. So I won’t.

Tomorrow: duty calls at the studio! I’m going to head over there to take my lighting in and set it up for a session Friday. We have so much cleaning to do, and will be having new floors put in sometime in the next couple of weeks…. REALLY looking forward to getting in there and I will definitely document the before/after.

I’m just so excited I could burst.. even tho the majority of my work is location based.. having a ‘place of business’ is going to make a world of difference.

Kyler’s birthday is coming up on the 20th.. 7 years old! Wow. What is the gift this year? Well.. I got him a Wii. I thought maybe it would be something we could do together considering I can’t stand other video games other than Silent Hill games, hah, and we can’t exactly play those together just yet. I know it would scare him to DEATH! And when I asked him what he wanted for his bday, he told me… A Wii! So I did well this year; most often times the grandparents are the ones who end up getting him the BIG BAD gifts. I’m excited to be able to do something exciting for him this time around. We’ll be doing his party at the bowling alley and I can’t wait to throw my ball into the gutter as always, haha.

Christopher is coming this weekend and I am beyond ecstatic to see him. We are doing a vegan thanksgiving feast.. yummmm…. the plan is to stay in our pajamas and watch movies all weekend, grab a bottle of wine and just be completely lazy. I can’t wait! We may get together with my friend Rachel and her love, Ben.. who I haven’t seen either of in a very long time. I miss my friends, but in a good way because I know everyone is happy and healthy, doing their own things and enjoying life, the way its supposed to be. I really couldn’t ask for much more… other than my wish for instantaneous uploading when ordering wedding proofs, but hey – ya can’t have bloody everything!

11
Nov
08

WOAH! [ I mean, 'whoa' ]

Well…. I just realized something.

Isn’t it difficult to let go of something you’ve grown accustomed to? And don’t you want to put your foot in your mouth when you are absolutely certain you’re right about something but then you realize you’re 100% incorrectomundo?

I’ve been spelling it ‘woah’ all these years. But its really ‘whoa’. How sad.

In fact, in a beyond-recent discussion between two un-confirmed individuals:

Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:06 PM):
do you spell ‘woah’ … ‘woah’ or ‘whoa’
lol
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:07 PM):
oh.
I just found it.
I’ve been wrong all these years!
poop.
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:09 PM):
WHiCH one is it, lol
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:09 PM):
whoa!
ew
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:10 PM):
it looks foreign now that I’ve been staring at it this long!
it looks not like a word anymore.
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:10 PM):
eww. I can’t do it. I can’t spell it right
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:10 PM):
hahaha
its whoa.
ew
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:10 PM):
it goes against everything I have ever thought, lol
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:10 PM):
I KNOW
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:10 PM):
WOAH!
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:10 PM):
lmao
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:10 PM):
itwill always be woah
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:11 PM):
except now I’ll be thinking wo-A instead of whoa
lmfao
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:11 PM):
HAHAHHA
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:11 PM):
hahaha
cause that’s how it looks now, lol
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:11 PM):
it looks freaky deaky
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:12 PM):
and EW I wonder how many other things I’ve been spelling wrong all my life.
I probably spell ‘the’ wrong
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:12 PM):
lol
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:12 PM):
thu
Estimate?! Oh Estimaaaaate……??? says (8:12 PM):
I have a newborn next week and I’m shitting my pants
random
lol
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:12 PM):
HHAHAHAH
sorry, I’m boring
Michelle [wants floors] *bgca says (8:13 PM):
my stomach hurts please stop

SEE. Certain lives have been changed for good.

10
Nov
08

powerful.

I spent some heavy duty QT with my family yesterday and today.. and spent a good amount of time reflecting on things in my life, areas that need improvement, and most of all… how wonderful my family is [and has always been].

I attended my uncle’s church today, [went there often growing up], and it was such a breath of fresh air. The encouragement from my kindred souls, the feeling of God’s presence so close to me. At the end of the service I ended up praying with my uncle and a few members….in which I actually prayed audibly at moments to share my confessions and spiritual needs.  I feel amazing and excited about the direction I am headed in my life! I see and feel what needs to be done, what is right, what is real.  And I see a light in Kyler’s eyes when we are in that presence as well, which makes it even more meaningful to me, that I set that example for him as his mother.

My uncle is such an amazing human being. He is so grounded, peaceful, kind, and eager to see others grow closer to God. I have always loved that about him so much.

So yes.. it was a good weekend =)

08
Nov
08

I really just want to play piano.

Up late working tonight and I realize how behind I am on my music. I never have enough time for it these days! It would seem much more worth my time if I had adequate recording equipment. The story of my life! *sigh*

I am so inspired and full of spirit right now. Perhaps I shall save it for another day and get some rest for now. Kyler sleeps soundly behind me. It is comforting when he’s here at home =)

Going to visit family tomorrow for the first time in a little while. We miss them all dearly.

05
Nov
08

All that is important

I have grown and changed much in the past year!

Many things are now extremely important to me, where before I was somewhat apathetic and admittedly immature in regards to certain aspects of humanity – one being politics. I have now learned that not caring only adds to our problems!

All that is important has become more clear to me than ever before.

1. As an adult, being kind, open, loving and patient. Letting go of any possible childish reactions and inhibitions [childISH..  as in 'immature'... not childLIKE as in innocent]. I tend to shut things out and cut things off completely when I’m reacting negatively to a situation; this needs work. It started when I was a child, and would simply lock myself in my room writing for hours, not talking about my emotions with anyone, almost secretively.

2. As a parent, being open, honest, affectionate, emotionally stable, and setting positive examples. One of if not THE most important thing to me right now.

3. Outward reflections of inner peace - exuding compassion, empathy, humility, reliability, not sacrificing integrity for any [selfish] reason. We all struggle, we all have a story, we have all experienced pain, we have all made mistakes. Reflect, accept, digest, reinvent, plant new seeds… GROW and let go of the past. This is the only way to feel some sense of peace within yourself. I struggle with heavy doses of guilt resulting from past mistakes and it is easy to be hard on yourself when you’ve done wrong. But others’ opinions matter not – if you can first acknowledge your wrongdoings and then work towards forgiving yourself, this is the important part.

4. As a human being – not acting like a human being!!! This is a priority. I want to project my spiritual side as much as possible. IGNORING what people think or say, or how I am perceived by others. Developing stronger senses of esteem and confidence, filtering people out of my life if necessary to 1) achieve goals, and 2) not be influenced by negative energy. Having GOOD MANNERS is important to me!!

5. As a spiritual being – connecting to my surroundings and nature, learning about my [Native American] ancestors, strengthening and maintaining a healthy, modest relationship to God, growing from mistakes, letting jealousies subside, staying on a simple path and surrounding myself with simple things, exuding thankfulness and appreciation for all things in my life. Sharing this side of myself with others is the biggest part of who I am, even though I am quietly spiritual and generally only discuss these things if I sense it in another person. But if you get me on this subject, I really come to life. If we can talk and learn from one another in this area, you will make me stronger and leave a permanent place with me… and hopefully I can do the same for you.

6. In my relationships, equal balances of respect, openness, understanding, loyalty, and willingness to exchange thoughts. It is highly important to me that whomever comes into my life understands and respects all aspects of who I am, whether or not he/she agrees with my personal opinions or perceptions, and you can expect the same in return. Our relationship/friendship may or may not succeed but the idea of pursuing any type of relationship is that both people learn and grow from one another, whether the experience is negative or positive overall.

7. Professionally, exuding dependability, consistency, inspiration, kindness, charisma, enthusiasm, quality, [and coolness, hehe].

8. The Sixth Sense, trusting in and listening to my intuition, dream significance and how it is more than just ‘relative to our waking lives’, the flow of energy through all things, and the idea that ’soul mates’ are more than just ‘the person we are meant to be with forever’…. you can sense your soul mates.. people you ‘click with’.. people who ‘get you’ naturally, people who have affected your life profoundly whom you still think of often when you haven’t spoken in years. I believe you may end up with a ’soul mate’ but just because someone is one of your ’soul mates’ doesn’t mean you’re supposed to be together….

05
Nov
08

election day :\

I have no idea what is going to win this presidential election, but I know the things in life that are of value have never felt more valuable than now…..

After thinking I hadn’t re-registered in time this year, my sister convinced me to at least go give it a try, so I did, and sure enough I had forgotten that I re-registered this spring when I renewed my driving tags *whew*.. so I did my part today and will keep my preferences to myself for now.

=)